Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Go it alone.

I've just now realized that my life of late has been all about leaving people. I left the people at home that I cared about and in three months I will be leaving the people here I have become friends with. Am I destined to be a wanderer all my life? Its not that I want to leave people, its just that nobody else is willing to follow. And I can't just stay in one place forever and I don't understand people who do, and this is coming from a total homebody who loves nothing more than sitting on the couch and listening to the rain with the lights off. But I don't mean to leave anyone behind and I promise I will never be gone too long. I just feel guilty sometimes that I am being selfish for going off on these trips/adventures and not sticking around.

H.

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