Back Talk: A Tale of Self Deprecation

You know how you try your damnedest to keep putting one foot in front of the other and you are kind of accomplishing something and bam: a phone call at 3 a.m. or hearsay brings you back right where you started? Well folks, welcome to my life. Welcome to my life for the past three-ish months of thinking, "What's wrong with me?" and "What did I do wrong?" Welcome to me questioning whether I'm not funny enough or interesting enough. Trying to be a good person is really hard. Especially when I see so many people around me not trying.

I hate when someone you really care about is just seriously fucking up their lives. And there is absolutely nothing you can do about it but watch them drown. I hope that person doesn't hate me for not trying, it's just not for me to do.

I would never want something that wasn't REAL. You hear?